Yesterday there was an interview with Live XS, a radio show. By phone.
The radio interviews in a studio I got sort of under control but these phone live interviews are terrifying. My stuttering just wont accept the fact that it's okay. How come? Phones have alway been my enemy. Not seeing the eyes of the one your're talking to. The eyes on the other side of the line not seeing mine. Years ago the ringingsound of a phone scared the hell out of me, it pavlovd a reaction and I blokked totally. So all those different ringtones on cell phones now are a good thing. Well..the radio interview resulted in strange silences and noises for the listener. Apperently some part of me needs this awkwardness though I don't know the profit of it.