The flash movie won't play on certain Windows computers, so I added this crappy Youtube version. I picked up the electric guitar again, since 12 years. Mowing Sean on drums and Erwin Smitskamp plays bass. Together with Erwin I worked out the harmonium part. Karin Camerik does a little backing vocal. She got a great voice and sings much more on 'When the phone doesn't ring it's me', wich will be released on later this year. This song is about hurting people with secrets. I don't know the secret anymore but I talked about it to someone who thought he kept this to himself and no-one knew about it. When he realized people knew about this, he literally turned white and fell from the barstool. Knowing a secret about someone gives you power. This kind of knowledge can destroy friendships. Pretending you know a secret about someone gives you power too. It's the wrong kind of power but it makes the world go round like a big washing machine.